went AMK after work to meet ♥.

wanted to watch movie, but no timings. =(

went to look for ADELINE & chat, den went window shopping with ♥.

=)

♥ bought a pair of rings for the both of us. =) ♥♥♥♥♥


anw, will be leaving for KL earli. =) ♥ thursday morning leaving, will be back on sunday.

gonna miss my ♥♥ & sisss..


takkaire. =) ♥

hair rebonded.. =) ♥
* thanks DEAR for the patience to accompany me throughout. =)

♥ went to airport, had mac. took pictures. =) ♥

went tampines mall for movie - POKER KING. nort bad. =)



spent happy time with ♥ ♥

meeting ♥ on monday. =)

going zoo with DA JIE & ER JIE & kids tmr. =)

went movie with ♥ ytd at cathay.

wanted to watch poker king. =( but no timings. =( watched SAW instead. =(


anw, i ♥ my DEAR. =)

meeting ♥ later for movie. =)

i miss you ♥DEAR♥.

&& YOU ; i know you're reading my blogg. please, if you carry on this way, i doubt we can even be friends.

you wished me all the best ; ask me to get on with my life ; get a new ♥.
but you're sms-ing me those sms-es which is pointless now.

yes, we were once deeply in ♥. but now, we're just friends.

i ♥ my bf
my bf ♥ me







many things happened recently.





i do not know how much more can I take it..............................









dear ; i need you forever with me.

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cook dinner for ♥. dear came over my hse for dinner, went to ponggol park & walk walk under the drizzle rain. **sweet**

dear went home while sis came over to my place & slack while waiting for jensen to fetch us to ponggol.

final drinking (crazy) session with kakis on fri night.

sis gotta takkaire of son le. =(

dear also dun like me kip on go drinking, i understand. afterall, im a gurl, den it have affected my work alr.

♥ dear, dun worry for me okay?? i know you sayang me.. =)

sat nua whole day at home, dear came over also, pei me, nua tgt.. =) ♥ it's sweet ♥.

promised dear will not go drinking alone ler. & if i were to drink, it's not gonna affect my work. =)

raining the whole day, nua-ing at home with dear's accompany is call SWEET ♥.

sunday woke up earli morning.

healthy lifestyle day..

went science centre, adults & kids. lol. machiam excursion. =)

tired but fun day..

seeing all with kids, somehow, i want a kid of my own. LOL. but, not now.. it's still not the time.

very tiring but fun weekends..

working liao.

pictures next entry?? LOL..



♥

went out on a date with DEAR. =)

our offical first date. LOL.

first time we met as friends for a movie.

second time we met to drink with sis.

third time we met to dinner, after swim with sis.

forth time was he rush over, i was in a horrible mood. thanks to SOMEONE.
but DEAR's accompany was great & cheered me up. =)

ytd was the first time we met ; for a date - dinner at pastamania, movie, den he came over to my hse.

mummmy was quite pleased with him. not bad first impression of him. happy. =)

sat we'll be going out tgt. =) DEAR will be coming over to my hse for a meal with mummy. =)

looking forward to it la. =)

i happier by the day...........

why are you behaving this way?

i found a new LOVE. you should be happy for me. like what you used to say, rmb? you wished me all the best, you told me you were not the right one for me.

now? i've found a new LOVE. yet you sms-ed me so much. what i cheated your feelings ; make you clung on.

who was the one who wanted a breakup? who wished me all the best? who told me that he cannot give me future, ask me to carry on my life w/o him?


my DEAR loves me. i dunno how much. but i know he LOVES himself, in order to have the right to love me.

how bout you? you dun even know how to love yourself. how can I trust you to love me?

you did me wrong before ; yet i forgave you. & kept it to myself since that time till now.

i asked myself, why did I even forgive you in the first place?

i had an answer - I love you more then you love me at that point of time.

im not the person i used to be alr.

now?

i wanna carry on.

i wanna give myself ; the person who is capable of loving me ; giving me happiness a chance.

im in new LOVE.

thanks DEAR. =)


a new start ; a new beginning for ME ; TOGETHER, the TWO of us. =)

on dental mc.

one week.

pain. almost dead.

minor surgery.

sucks.

i miss HIM. i miss HIM. i miss HIM.